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Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Everything happens for a reason...

This past week I have learned that everything happens for a reason. There is a reason why we came down here to dental school (not only because Scott worked hard and got in) but because of the events that have transpired over the last couple of days.

About two weeks ago I woke up to my vision going really blurry in my right eye, pain with eye movement and it really started to bother me. I started to get a little worried and decided I would go to the optomotrist. After going there I was told to go to an optomalogist. Through our insurance getting to a specialist can be very difficult and thankfully to a very persuasive husband I was able to get into the specialist the next day. After about 40 minutes of waiting and Taycee showing off to all the older people, we finally got to see the doctor. We told him what was going on and immediately he told us we needed to head to the St. Joseph's hospital to be seen and there was a chance my eye sight might not come back because I had waited so long to see a doctor. Immediately panic went through my whole body. What was going on? I had no idea and I was freaking out. We left the office frantic, called my parents and were on our way to the hospital. After spending two nights in the hospital and having a spinal tap and two MRI's they finally diagnosed me with multiple sclerosis. They gave me 5 days worth of steriods to get my vision back because I also have what they call optic neuritis which is a symptom of MS. I have noticed improvments in my vision but they can say it can take up to 6 months to fully recover so right now I am hoping for a full recovery.

Honestly, I was scared to be diagnosed with MS and the whole time while I was getting my MRI I kept praying over and over that everything would be ok. Scott and I had been researching things on the internet trying to figure out what was wrong, so MS was something that we had read about, and new it was a possibility to have. While I was getting my MRI I had this overwhelming feeling come over me that said Natalie, everything is going to be okay. I knew after that that I was going to be okay and no matter what I had, I could live with it.

So as of right now we are waiting to hear back from one more test and then we will meet up with the Doctors down here to figure out the best plan for treatments. I say everything happens for a reason because there is no better place we could be at right now then right here in Phoenix AZ. The hospital we went to specailizes in neurological disorders and there is an amazing MS doctor here. I am thankful that we know whats going on with my body and am ready to start treatments and start fighting it.

15 comments:

cecily said...

I am praying for you!
Xoxo

Marissa said...

Yes, I am still up on the east coast. Just wanted to let you know we have been thinking about you guys. We hope you continue to recover. Things will be okay. :)

*The Grahams* said...

Nat you are so strong and so positive. You guys are in our thoughs and prayers. If you need anything let us know.
We Love you!
Jed, Brit and Mylee

the h fam. said...

natalie i'm so sorry to hear that. you're so strong and positive. and you're right, everything does happen for a reason. i'll be thinking of you, good luck with everything!

Nicole said...

Sadly, emotionally, it takes a spiritual confirmation to be able to continue and really fight. I'm so glad you got yours! Naturally you want to fight it, but it's when you submit . . . knowing this is God's will that it doesn't just feel like you are fighting against an impossible wall . . . you are fighting with a purpose and climbing up the stepping stones to your goal. We have prayed every night for you three and fasted for you Sunday.

After this winter, it is devastating to watch someone else go through these stages and fighting something medically. I'd rather do it again with another problem than ever watch someone else go through it. Good luck with your decision of treatments. I learned when picking ours, that it doesn't matter what anyone else says and again, that spiritual confirmation for your treatment plan will make all the difference in your confidence and positive attitude to continue fighting it instead of saying "what if." We love you so much and AZ doesn't seem so far away this week! Please call me ANYTIME if you need to talk. Next time, only laughing, K!

Jason and Kendra James said...

I'm so glad they were able to find out what was wrong. I wanted to let you now that my sister-in-law was diagnosed about 2 years ago, and it started the same way, with her eyes. If you need someone to talk I could give you her number, I now she wouldn't mind, and it might be nice to have someone who has/is going through the same thing. If you want it let me know, and I hope it all only goes up from here.

Whitney said...

We were so sorry to hear about your recent trials. I'm so glad you have such a strong little family. You guys are in our thoughts and prayers! Everything will turn out ok!

Cody and Jill said...

I am so sorry to hear about this but you seem to be staying strong as always your so amazing. I am just glad that you are getting the best help possilbe. i am thinking of you and prayers are with you and you family. big hug going out to you!!

A Piece of the Petersons said...

Nat... I am so sorry to hear that you have had to go through that. But it sounds like you are being up beat and positive about the situation you have been tossed into, and that is what is so wonderful about you. Everything will turn out okay.. Keep being positive :) You're in our prayers!

McKay & Carlee Francis said...

Hi Natalie,
I found your blog randomly when I was looking at Whitney Briggs and I just read your post. I am sorry to hear about your diagnosis, but so glad you went in! I just wanted to let you know that I got optic neuritis the same way last year. I woke up with eye pain as well, and lost full vision in that eye. After the steroids, it partially came back, but what a terrible thing to hear that you may never get your eyesight back! It's such a scary feeling. I also had the MRI's and possibility of MS. If you ever want to talk about it I would love to! Hope you are doing better and that all goes well. How blessed you are to be down close to wonderful physicians who specialize in that.

Brittney and Zach Lundgreen said...

oh my my mom just told me hope you are doing well... you are in our prayers... we love you...

Cole and Lyndsey said...

Nat,
I am so sorry to hear about your health. I know my family has been very concerned about you since your parents told us about your diagnoses a couple weeks ago. You have been in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong!

Best wishes,

Lyndsey, Cole, & the Stang Gang

Melissa said...

Natalie, I am so sorry you have to go through this. Life definitely throws some nasty curve balls but I know you are such a strong person and you have such a supportive husband and that is such a gift. You are in our prayers Nat, good luck with everything!

Natalie said...

We've been out of town and haven't been on-line for awhile so we just saw this post. We'll be praying for you guys to have the strength to get through this. We're so glad you're in a city that has facilities to help. You're a strong woman Nat!

ME said...

Nat and Scott,
I'm sure that Travis has told you about his Aunt in SLC that went through the same thing. She is doing great! So will you! She has got her site back, with medication she can keep things under control and live the same "normal" life she always has. You are young and strong you will do wonderful.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your little family.
Ed & Mickey